Would you bless me?….a dear friend asked me at a party. My first thought was yes, of course and my next was I don’t think I know how to bless a person yet. Can I fail in blessing someone? I figured not, so I blessed my friend in earnest feeling a bit surreal in doing so. A woman I had never met before asked me to pray with her at the same party. We stole away to a private area and I prayed over her concerns. Out loud. Again surreal. I realized in those two moments of unexpected intimacy that my life is never going to be the same. And that is wonderful. People are sharing confidences and sorrows and needs with me now that touch me to the core. Christians, yes, but also Muslim friends and Jewish friends and people who aren’t committed to any specific belief system. Sometimes I want to say, Wait! I’m not a minster yet. I’ve been called but not ordained. I’m not ready for all the weight of all of this!, but when those thoughts pass and I’m connecting to the beauty and need of each person I realize I am ready. I feel so honored to be that person for them and very humbled. This world, I believe, is holding all the pain it can handle. I am going be a part of the hope. I’m called to work in the transcendental…
And that is the part that I’m just starting to get my head wrapped around. I had lunch with one of my closest friends last week, a minster who mentioned how ridiculous Christianity looks to the “outside” world. His words struck me intensely because he is Jewish, he was an atheist and is now a Christian minister and also because I have been wrestling with things about Christianity. The media I’ve been watching is playing up the “ridiculousness” of Christianity in ways that make me think wow put that way Christianity does sound/present as ridiculous. So why doesn’t it sound and feel ridiculous to me as a person “inside” the faith? The answer for me is that becoming a Christian, in the intentional way as led by Jesus, is a supernatural experience. I know the word supernatural makes people uncomfortable. Even though it is widely accepted and all around us. Its in yoga, and meditation and the New Age and Hinduism and Islam and Buddhism and science and the paranormal. The Christian journey of the supernatural is its own special journey and it is taking me (and many others) into the realm of the transcendental where the energy of Christ is changing my inner vibration and consequently how I feel myself connected to the spiritual and the natural world. I sense myself as a new creation being purified by my connection with the energy of my creator ~ not in a general sense but in a specific, purposeful sense. My particular leap of faith is leading me on a journey of deep calling to deep to be a blessing for the greater good. The experience is proving to be anything but ridiculous and one of such beauty that I wish I could pour its love and kindness and joy over everyone and give it as a gift.